Thinking of turning gay
Ive been cheating on my wife heavily for about 2 months and its been with a man. i met him at a regular bar (not gay) one night when i went out with some friends from work but not with my wife. i kept looking at him and checking him out and i could tell he was gay and he could tell i was watching and trying not to get caught. but i just couldnt take my eyes off him or not think about his sexuality. i finally saw him get up from his stool and saw he motioned for me to follow him to the mens room and so i did that. he led me into one of the stalls and he sat down on the toilet and had me stand in front of him and take my d*** out of my pants. at first he just stroked me but then he gradually started kissing my d*** and then blowing me and he wound up giving me the best bj of my entire life. i had never been with a man before but now i dont want to be with anybody but him and i cant even get it up anymore for my wife. im 46 years old and i feel like ive wasted my life on woman after woman after woman and wasted it even more on my wife and family when i could of been out there all this time getting this unbelievable s** and love. i love the feeling of getting sucked by a man and of having a c*** in my mouth and having a c*** in my ass almost to the point that i feel addicted to it. this man who is less than half my age (hes 22) has shown me so much about life and s** and love in just 2 months that i think i may never go back to the life i had. he says i can stay married and still be with him but i dont think i want that. i think i just want the c*** now. full time. forever. god how i want the c*** now.