I love my best friend...

My best friend has known for a couple years that i am a lesbian, but what she doesn't know is that i love her. Everytime i'm around her i act completely normal, but all i can think about is pushing her into the wall and kissing her HARD right in front of her boyfriend. I want to show her how much i love her, i want to do things to her so that she will never doubt that i would anything for her, i want her to love me so much that she cant remember her own name, especially her boyfriends name. I have desires of her screaming my name, telling me to never leave her, and holding me to her because her worst fear was me leaving her... I want her, but i dont just want her body, i want all of her. Her beautiful sarcasm, her gorgous laugh, her independence... I have never desired, wanted or even needed anything as badly as i do her but i have to continue being her best friend, watching her smile because of guys that i am more than jealous of... I love her so much, but the fact that i love her is the only thing that keeps me from ruining our relationship by telling her i love her. She will never know how much my heart truly aches for her...

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  • It sounds like this friendship won't last if you honestly feel as strongly as you claim to. You will break at somepoint when your desire gets so bad and your jealousy towards her bf and other guy friends hits the breaking point. How do I know this? I have lived the experience with a very close female friend of mine that happened back 25 years ago now. I blew up and it ruined everything. I was devastated over this but I have come to the realization that although painful it was probably the best thing for all of us. I haven't talked to her or two other female friends since that April day all those yrs ago. I think about them rarely nowadays. I have thought of reaching out to them but I often wonder if they would be receptive to it. I wouldn't blame them if they weren't .

  • Just go up to her and tell her u have to tell her something and then kiss her on the lips and push her up to the wall and make out

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