I'm in love with a girl who has a
I'm in love with a girl who has a boyfriend. I confided in a friend how bad I wanted to be with her, but he told me she only sees me as a friend. I didn't believe it, but I also didn't want to believe my friend was lying to me. Then he slept with her. At least twice. All my other friends knew but didn't tell me because he asked them not to.
All the guys still hang around the same as we always did, absolutely nothing changed. Nobody cares. Except I hate him for using our friendship to sleep with a girl he knew I was crazy about, a girl he hasn't even talked to since. And I'm p***** off and hurt that my other friends kept it a secret from me. And I am really, really hurt that she led me on and then slept with my friend.
The problem is, I'm too embarassed to say anything to either of them, so I act like it's not a big deal, and we all go on as though everything is normal.
My secret is that last summer two of my best friends broke my heart, and I think about it all the time. Nobody knows how depressed I am about it.