I hate my best friend.
She was my best friend for 5 years. I did everything for her, she blackmailed all my boyfriends to break up with me, she made my life miserable, and turned all my other friends against me. In the end, she moved away and she threw me away like trash. A couple years later, she said she didn't have any true friends and asked me to be her friend again. I hate her for everything she did to me, everything she put me through, I constantly wish for bad things to happen to her, yet I still pretend to be her friend. I know this is selfish, but I do it because I have no other friends.