i love my bf so much! more than
i love my bf so much! more than anything in the world but the prob is, i'm never good in showing him how much i love and care for him... i guess im just scared if he'd turn out like the rest of the people who backstab me and used me for their own sake, if he knows how weak i am inside! how fragile i can be! and now i dont know what to do coz i feel like im slowly losing him and i dont want him to get the wrong idea that im loving someone else or that im not intrested in him anymore... but seems like his trust for me is slowly fading :(... im an ego betch inside and i dont know how to tame that part of me! because of who i am inside, im slowly losing him! and i dont wanna lose him! i wish i could turn back time and right back what went wrong but it feels like everything's just too late :'(! i wish god could send down a miracle right now... i really need help!