ughhh its impossible
i have been head of heels (like an idiot) for a guy for 3 years and i dont know why. i dont want to love him and we are friends and we did love eachother. but he chose other girls over me at least 4 times and kept coming back saying i love you. i hate loving him its upsetting and painful when someone doesn't care about you the way you do for them. i acted like i didnt love him when he came back to me, but i think he see's through me. UGHH ITS FRUSTRATING. i think about him more than i should or want to!