Pregnant and feeling guilty about what I did.
My husband and I have been having issues with intimacy. After we had our daughter my s** drive was completely dead and we literally stopped having s**. I felt ugly and fat and never in the mood even though he was. I started working out and eventually got back my pre-baby body back and felt hot and ready again but by then things felt weird between us. He seemed so angry at me like I was withholding it on purpose and did not understand my feelings. One of my coworkers was always so understanding and eventually we started seeing each other discreetly. We always used protection but I missed my period and took a pregnancy test which came out positive. My doctor confirmed I had gotten pregnant like a month and a half before. I literally panicked. I seduced my husband a few times but he kept pulling out before c******. The last time I got on top of him and wouldn't let him pull out. He got mad at me because he knows I'm not on birth control and we have been having problems. I think I can convince him it is his but now I know he doesn't even want more children with me. I feel guilty about what I did and horrible that he is going to think this kid is his. I don't even know if my marriage is going to work out and it's all my fault for not fulfilling his needs when I felt bad about myself. He is a good man and does not deserve this.