I don't really know if this is a

I don't really know if this is a confession or not, but I have been deeply in love with the same person since April of 06'. We aren't together anymore. Actually, we haven't been together since September of 06' and yet I still have the strongest feelings for him. I've had other boyfriends, and my feelings for them couldn't even begin to compare to how I felt/still feel about the boy from 2006. I don't even talk to this boy anymore. Occaisonally I will converse with him, but it's nothing major. But I can honestly say that I am still 100% in love with him. Despite the fact that he has completely changed, I would do anything for him. I would do anything to be with him again. I have a boyfriend right now, and although we haven't been dating for a long time, I could never tell him that I still have such strong feelings for the boy of 2006. He knows about him, and he knows that he was the only boy I ever loved. But I couldn't dare tell him that I cry sometimes because I want the boy of 2006 so bad. The boy of 2006 was the one who took my virginity. He told me he loved me, and I believed it. He is the only boy that has ever seen me fully naked. He is the only boy I have ever fellt completely comfortable around. I hate that I can't get over him. I want him back so bad.

Report this

4 Comments

  • newest
  • oldest
  • most replies
  • most popular
  • Well, that is usually what happens with "firsts" Maybe you should tell your story to all these kids lookin to lose their virginity. Eventually, you will get over him, but you will never forget him. And, the best way to get over a guy is NOT to get under another one!

  • f**

  • Oh honey I know how you feel. Its hard but it gets easier

  • get over it he dont want you

Account Login
Signup
Is this post inapropriate?
Is this comment inapropriate?
Delete this post?