I don't deserve this at all :(
About 4 years ago I was in a serious relationship for 3 years. I loved him. He cheated on me once and gave me herpes. Total heart broken and was super suicidal about giving up hope. Thought I would never find someone to love me like he did. Well I have been single up until about 6 months ago. I found someone I completely fell in love with he is the love of my life. I just got diagnosed with HPV genital warts a few days ago. This is a double whammy I dont know what do to. I do everything right and just love love love, and they both did this to me. Now I have herpes and HPV. I feel like no one will want me. I think i am fairly attractive, and most likely the sweetest girl youve ever met. Ive only slept with 3 men in my life and those two gave me diseases I have for life now that i dont deserve. Call it bad luck? I think so. But these monsters of men completely destroyed me and I feel like im worth absolutely nothing to anybody. Im seriously thinking about killing myself and im not sure what to do..