What is wrong with me?
Over the last year and a half I have had s** with my best friend's boyfriend numerous times. After every time we say: "this will be the last time." it never is. Recently my best friend found out about her boyfriend's wondering eye. It worries me that she may end up finding out that he has more than just a wondering eye...and worse---that her best friend could do this to her. I just can't control it. He is so great at s** and I feel alive when I am with him. We have almost gotten caught three different times. I am not sure if the forbidden act is the attraction or just s** in general, but I feel awful for doing this to my sweet friend. She deserves better.