I love you
I love my boyfriend, and I had s** with my best friend. I think that she was the thing I needed to realize I was bi, but when one of my friends guessed why my best friend and I were acting so awkward together, s*** blew up. Now my friend won't speak to me and is furious. I miss her and wish I could do something to make her feel better. I need her back as a friend at least, but I want her as my girlfriend. I love her - everything about her, and it tears me apart knowing I can't have her.