We were supposed to move and our life
We were supposed to move and our life was going to get better. We've been here almost two years and we haven't got to do ANYTHING. NOTHING. I am trying so hard and can't seem to make things budge and I am so angry and frustrated and resentful I just want to punch a hole in the sky. THIS is NOT the LIFE I am CAPABLE of. I'm better than this and I deserve- WE DESERVE- BETTER!!!!! I'm so angry right now I just want to strangle , punch, kick, hit, fight, bite....WTF is going on. And I am SICK of the fact that everything I truly want has to be a struggle. I don't mind having to work for things- but I hate feeling like I'm going through life with concrete shoes. IT DOESN'T HAVE TO BE THIS F@#$#^& HARD. All I want to do is some good things in this 80-some years out of eternity that I have to be here. and what do I get- a hassle at every F@#$^% turn. My life is...constipated. So much work for a few tiny pebbles of $hit. What the h*** do I have to do to get it flowing? Where is the answer- the ENEMA- for my life???