All my life I feel I've been attracted to older men. In elementary school it was someone a grade higher. In middle school it was my gym teacher and my science teacher. And now I am a junior in highschool and I love anyone 17 and older. Not like senior senior people with canes. But sometimes I have fantasies.. I wanna be sitting in a library and make eye contact with a handsome older gentleman and I want him to know.... then u want to meet him in a hotel, bathroom, closet ect., and I want him to just f*** the h*** out of me. Suck all over me and make me scream. No one would ever guess because of my social awkwardness and my social anxiety but I want rough hard s**. I want it from a man..