Showing my body to older guys
I'm 15 and this is kind of embarrassing but I like letting older guys see me naked. I have no idea why and why I do it because I'm not even interested in those types of guys. A couple of times when I was in detention, and the teacher who's watching us is like 40 something, I go to the bathroom and take off my bra then go back to class. Both times I made sure to wear a tight shirt so every curve shows and I know the teacher noticed eventually when he kept pretending to read a book but was looking at me. I've also gone to the mall wearing a skirt and no ** and sat directly in front of older guys, sometimes with their wives I think, and pretend like I didn't know my legs were spread apart and he could see up my skirt. I also leave my curtains open when I change and ** and hope my neighbor can see me. I've stayed over friends houses and when I know only their dad is home, I've made excuses to take a shower then I walk around naked or "accidentally" drop my towel that's covering me when I'm drying my hair. Three of my friend's dads have seen me naked and I've been caught by a fourth friend before her dad could see me and she told me to "stop walking around naked ** before my dad sees you", but she said it jokingly. Do you think I'm ** up in the head? Before you say I'm a **, I've never had **, I don't want to have ** with the older guys that I let see me naked, but I get really turned on from doing it. I get really ** from doing it and I usually ** as soon as I can but after I feel really dumb for doing it and swear to never do it again, but then I get the urge to when a situation comes up where I could...I know it's probably going to get me ** one day, but I don't know why I keep doing it still. So does this sound like I'm ** up and need professional help?
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