I have to confess, I am a 49 Y/O

I have been looking up my older mothers skirt since I was 14 years of age and I loved it ,even after I was married I still used to look up her at every opportunity I got even though she was still married to my Dad. I think she probably did this because I paid a lot of attention to what she was wearing up her skirt all the she was a very sensual attractive underneath her skirt. Real sensous undergarments up there. EG silky petticoats silky proper sensual look stockings and real waist suspender girdle with sort of soft silky nylon pettipants style knickers used to view all the sensuality she wanted to throw at me. Used to come into my room in her petticoat which you could see the siloullet of her stockings tops plus her suspenders and silky leg of her Knicks top have shape of her bra and ** in the pretension of putting away my clothes, think it was so as she could flirt and tease me before going through to their . From time to time if we were alone she would tease me sitting in various showing positions so as I could pocket w*** to her gorgeous views she was giving me up her skirt. She was a wonderful women and sensual with it.. Her favourite saying was if she asked me go and do things for her ,was I'm good to you. I can only take from this she was talking about letting me admire and look at what she was showing up her skirt ,letting me p w while she was doing this. and let me watch her putting on her stockings before she went out any where if we were alone.

Surely there must be someone out there's who has experienced all this from their own Mother.?

it could happen I have a 2nd or 3rd cousin i forget which, but he was married with kids all his life. hes like 60 something now and is happily gay, not married.