Can't have her, can't be without her
I can't stop thinking about her. She is my friend. I've always liked her more than I should. Recently though, I can't stop thinking about touching her. Not s**, just leaning her head against my shoulder. Holding her. Stroking her back. Looking after her. Making sure she is always safe and ok.
I have a girlfriend and she has a boyfriend so I'll never get to do any of that. I can't even tell her because I need her as a friend too much.