i chew food and spit it out, i
i chew food and spit it out, i obsessively weight myself, and starve myself if i get over 103 pounds. i look at myself in the mirror, and all i see is a hideous, obese girl.
and when my friends ask me if i have an eating disorder, i want to look them in the eyes and ask them if they are blind.
but i smile, and i eat food for them. i spit it out when they're not looking.