It matters less every day that passes
I've been married more than 25 yrs.
I used to want a romantic life.
I used to wonder about real love, the mature kind where you want to be with someone.
Not just take them for granted. My hubby takes me for granted everyday. I have wanted out of this relationship since the beginning. He doesn't know be at all. He says things that don't describe me or what I'm about. He insults me daily and has very little compassion for humanity.
He thinks he's perfect bc he cooks and cleans.
I used to want love. Now I just want out of this situation and to be who I am. I want nothing else. I don't want riches, I no longer care about beauty or love. I just want out.