Yesterday, I told you I was crying
Yesterday, I told you I was crying because I was feeling your pain. I lied. I cried because I wanted to tell you that I love you. I wanted to tell you that I no longer want to be friends who umm occasionally happen to hookup. I want to me more, and I am sorry that I did not take the chance you gave me last summer. Now I have the feelings, and I am soo afraid that you don't. I was too afraid to feel them last summer. Now, I know how important you are in my life. I love you. I wish I could tell you in person. For now, it's safer to have your friendship and occassional hook-up than risk loosing it all by telling you. I wish you would bring it up.