Husbands cousin!

I have been with him a number times over the last few years. Our affair started slowly as conversation, texting, and built from there. We have had ** numerous times and it's amazing.
We've had ** in his house,my house, vehicles, hotels, outside to name a few. There are times when it's been very ** and quick lasting one or two ** for me and one for him. Maybe two or three minutes of penetration. Other times it seems that he can control his ** and we can go for a long long time. During these sessions which can last up to an hour of ** I have had as many as 12 ** and often up to 5 or 6. It's ** amazing.
We have been doing this for some time and have managed to keep it a secret from our families but I worry we could get carried away with the amazing **.
I have regrets but at the same time the ** is so good it's makes me wet thinking about him while writing this. Think I'll send him a text.