im 22 going on 23 very soon, and i'am
im 22 going on 23 very soon, and i'am so ashamed of myself. i never had a boyfriend. like never. the thing is, people keep telling me how much they wonder why a girl like me has no bf.
and to be honest, i am not ugly, nor am i a beauty. pretty regular. i'm no fat, though i'd really like to lose 5kg (10 pounds).
i am just a normal type of girl. i have many insecurities which makes it hard for me to open up.
what should i do? i am shy, okay, but so are many other. why am i too dumb to get to know someone whom i can refer to as a special person?
i got pretty depressed. all my friends have a normal relationship, all of them have partners.
whats wrong with me? i have crushes all the time, but nobody notices, and no guy ever thought/think i am worth it to start something. this is very pathetic.