well... i have a heart defect, and i
i have a heart defect, and i don't really tell any of my friends because they freak out. (i'm 15 can't really expect much more from them). Well, no one in my family really ever talks about it because they are scared sometimes and don't want to scare me. I wasn't really supposed to live to be 15. I don't let people get too close to me because i don't want to hurt them if i "move on" or get sick. Ever since I can remember I get random chest pains.. but i haven't told anyone, it scares me. I don't tell the doctors because i don't want to freak anyone out. I want to tell them now, but I think my parents will get mad at me. I'm just really confused.
sorry, i know that confession was rather pointless.