I'm sorry Mike and Ronny
Living in the country like were were there wasn't much to do so you and your cousin kept coming over to my grandparents house. I was several years older than you guys and I didn't want you around when I had company.
That didn't give me the right to hit and shove and humiliate you kids like I did. I was only twelve myself but thats a lot older than seven and five. Why I was so mean I just don't know.
I wish I could go back in time and treat you kids better even though you two could be a pin at times.
I dearly hope you got over the physical and verbal abuse I sent your way when I wanted you to go home and you wouldn't go. I know I hurt you in many many ways.
I need a time machine to set things right.