I have 2 sons and a long term boyfriend father to my boys. I love my kids because they're my kids but I hate being a parent!
I hate the responsibility the mundane same old old everyday. I hate the Landry work cooking homework school runs bickering fighting bath times trading times the rudeness the weak parent I am that my 3 and 5 year old smack me and don't listen!
Sometimes I feel like I could smack them really hard I don't and won't BUT it doesn't mean I don't want too!
I have everything i could want except a bucket load of cash energy and time.
I am an a*** hole and I hate feeling this way! ??