My bisexualism at 13yrs old

Thus I ginna be short,I'm a 50yr old cross dresser who has been in love ? with the idea of being a feminine sissy for an older man with a huge uncut d***,for many years. I've been with at least 25 men since I was 13-14 and loved them all,although they haven't really treated me like a lady,or really I want to be treated like a s***,w**** and get really pounded, nor happened yet,until last weekend ,I was fucjed by a black guy with a huge 14in uncut d***.not to gloryfie getting it on with a FFAATT BLACK D***, I'll stop with this saying it was the finest love making I've experienced,but now I'm desiring to be with multiple black guys !??