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I am attracted to the thought of impregnating young girls
Since I was thirteen - I'm only a few years older now - I wanted to be a father. A great one. Because mine ** sucked. He was a whoremongering ** and I hope that all his eight kids leave him just as estranged as he left us. Anyway... not the point.
As soon as I became interested in girls, the first thing that interested me greatly was the reproductive system proper. ** - with all the reading and studying I did of the girl's system, I could be an OB/GYN or something.
I don't want to ** anyone. God, no. I detest ** with a passion. I have this fantasy where a girl - a girl of fourteen - essentially asks me to impregnate her. I have an job, so I care for her. I have a car, so I take care of the child and mother's needs to go places - hospital, grocery store, whatever. I dream big. I want to be everything my dad couldn't be. I wanna be that right now.
A lot of the time, especially after ** to one of these fantasies, I find myself depressed and suicidal. I know this is a horrible way to be - no teen girl deserves to have her ** stretched to nearly five times its normal diameter just for some older kid's crazy fetish with human life. I also know that someday, I'll either be a murderer or philanthropist - there's no way there will be any inbetween. I know what it's like to be afraid of my own mind.
I feel better now.
I am a guy,and when i was 15,i was fascinated by catholic girls in their pretty white First Holy Communion dresses and veils with their cute lace socks and white maryjane shoes and fantasied about getting a 14 or 15 year old girl in her communion outfit to submit to me and give me oral ** and then make love to her! Then a year later,when i was 16,there was a 15 year old girl at my parish who had a crush on me and would flirt with me,etc.As it turned out she made her First Holy Communion that may and was dressed in the pretty white communion outfit.That sunday afternoon i went over to her house after her party was over and she was home alone as her parents took her relatives to the airport.She was happy to see me! We talked for a few minutes,then started kissing which she liked.A few minutes later,i put my hand up under the back of her poofy communion dress and was surprised to find out she had a cloth diaper and plastic pants on with a tee shirt as her top! She told me that the girls wear the diaper and plastic pants under their dresses to represent their purity of their baptisms when they were babies.Thats all it took! I got very aroused and undid my pants and pulled them down along with my under shorts.then put her hand on my very hard ** and she started to massage it.I then reached up to the back of her dress and unzipped it and pulled it off of her.I fully saw the diaper,plastic pants and tee shirt and thought how much she looked like a 'baby'.I got her to her knees,shoved my ** into her mouth and she started sucking it!A few minutes later,i came in her mouth,she gagged,then swallowed my **! After that,i suggested that we go to her room and make love so went got on her bed,i took her plastic pants and diaper off of her and took her virginity slowly! It was my fantasy that had came true!
I had these thoughts for years.
I gave in to them at 28. A work function, we were staying at fancy hotel. While having a get together i noticed my bosses 14 year daughter swimming in the pool outside the function area. She was really cute. Nice small **, tiny body and slim. I waited for a chance and slipped out, went and got changed and headed to the pool.
It took a while, chatting and mucking around i was pretty much feeling her up instead of wrestling with her. The sun went down we moved into the spa. It was mostly secluded from view, only if someone was really looking would they see us. Took a bit, but i agreed to pay her $300 and not ** in her, as she told me she wasn't safe and then she could wash off in the spa.
I really couldn't believe she agreed. I had her bent over the spa edge where she actually waved to her father, my boss as i was ** her. Once close i slowed down, but made sure to keep going right through my **. I managed not let her know i had cummed in her and i kept going. I asked her if i could ** in her as i approached my second **, but she declined. To my luck she reach climax first, she pushed back hard i let go while she was distracted, blowing my second load in her fertile teen body.
I found out from my boss 5 months later that his daughter was due to give birth to a baby girl only a few days after her 15th birthday.
I was hooked. I have spent the last 15 years lying, bribing and blackmailing teens into ** me. I would guess i've had maybe 40-50 teens. I know of at least 15 that have my babies. I love knocking up teen girls and now i have some new targets. I already got the first one, but i have 3 more still. I managed to trick my daughter, not that she knows she is, and confirmed my 14 year old daughter is now 3 months pregnant. I have 3 more daughters to get, another 14, and two 12 year old's. None of them know i'm their father so i hope i can ** them and impregnate them without them knowing.
Dude, you're living the life of my dreams. I've always wanted to do that, not from lack of trying. My youngest impregnation was barely eighteen. I'm still trying, but sooner or later I'm going to knock one up a younger one too. Great job!
"I'll either be a murderer or a philanthropist"
Great quote
Ordem
Me too, honestly, and it is driving me nuts.
You have no way of knowing how the future will turn out. So stop obsessing over that. It's not black or white either, you're not gonna be the best of humanity or the worst, with the no middle ground.
As for the fantasies, they're just that. Fantasies. About making a young girl happy. That's not something you should feel suicidal or depressed at all about. The age may be questionable, but you can do anything you want in your imagination (which is why ** from artists such as Shädbase is so popular). As long as you don't go out and hurt or violate people for the sake of your fantasies, you've nothing to worry about or get upset over.