i think my life is s*** now i have no goal not really any friends nothing i used to have a lot of friends some of them bad some of them good but i was able to get along well with them and now i start to see things clearly and i ditched some of them in fact i think i ditched most of them because i think they are bad or not really true friends.
i am someone who prides myself on being honest i hate to lie my mother taught me lying was bad and telling the truth was good. i just told myself that i should be 100% honest in this post. i can't get along with most people i hate working together with most people i hate group work and i also hate school.
i have been skipping school for quite some time i lied to my mom about going to school and going home after few hours in class because i m bored. the thought of going to school is depressing and having to work with people that i barely know is even worse. what i did is i take the train and hang out around for a while before heading home.
honestly speaking i feel very bad and guilty about that and lying. the best time of my life was probably the time in high school it was relaxed and easy going i just went to class for the sake of going there but i hated it. i spent the last year of high school with a new class and i only talked to 3 or 4 people in the class its not that i dont talk to others its just that i know the 3 or 4 people more than the rest.
actually i ve wanted to type this confession for quite some time(since last wednesday or something). there are just so many things to write and i think it would days to write everything that i wanna say.