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I like a real spanking like the kind that goes on until I am bawling, sobbing and crying. I finally opened up to boyfriend of 8 month that I like spanking. I told him I want a real discipline style spanking until I am crying. No safe word, no time limit, no swat limit and bare **. I told him I want to try to experience the thrill and adrenaline rush of making the choice to submit to it and to see if I can will myself to do it. He finally decided to give it a try. I pushed my jeans and ** all the down and he put me over his lap, he spanked me with his hand really hard for a really long time. He let me and I stiffened up, flew my hands over my **, I pushed my hips forward and began rubbing frantically as I was hoping up and down. I was far from crying but I sure was fussing. He pulled off his thin office belt doubled it half and asked me. “Ok, are you sure want to want this” I respond with a yes. “Ok, that means I decide when this whippin stops not you!” There I was jeans and ** down to ankles now. As I was rubbing I looked directly into his eyes, I shuffled over and gently put my arms around him and hugged him. I kissed him ever so gently and I and said, “Yes, please, I really do want to try this. So please don’t hold back.”Remember, no safe word" as I laid over the arm of the couch. He beat my bare ** really fast. It took my breath away. I shoved my face I to my pillow and started biting it trying to muffle my screaming. Instinctively I shouted out my safe word but he ignored it. I was kicking and screaming and it went on and on. I don’t know how long it lasted but I finally broke into sobbing but he still kept whipping my ** hard and fast. When he stopped I was bawling so hard I was hiccup crying and my eyes were all puffy and stinging as tears were flowing. I just laid there sobbing. Its was pure release and he held me until I calmed down and afterwards I felt so tranquil and centered. I tanked him for spanking me like I wanted.

You are my type of woman I absolutely feel the same way a relationship a little outside the box like you very own standard of normal. I'm maybe a few clicks away from that I want a woman who wants to be blindfolded maybe handcuffed. But somebody whose kinkiness I could grow with asI get to know them, I'm a guy who sparks quick connections and spanking a girl is definitely a plus and, I'm black so pulling hair only comes natural but respect to your post I feel just like you do.

Sounds normal to me my hubby has been doing that to me for 20yr. Occasionally we have another man or woman join us, I like that a lot

Maybe you can try having your toes sucked on. I love sucking on a woman's ** toes.

Wierd. I thought that kind of ** is normal. I have always ** like that. Every girl i ** no matter how innocent always liked their hair pulled and ** slapped ** deep from behind.

No girl. Enjoy your fetish. I've been in a relationship of that sort for 5 yrs now. Its ** and intimate. Little kink is **

Thats ok.. we all have our fetish..