I don't know what to think of my friend
I have a friend who used to be very shy, she would never date. I've had bad experiences in the past with guys, but would have some admirers. Last year, I started talking to a great amazing, good looking guy. She said he was ugly, and did not think I would be his ideal partner, anytime I brought him up, she put him down and say he was ugly. then about two weeks later after me and the guy stopped talking, I showed the picture to a common friend, who said he was so good looking, and my friend said, well is your loss, you should of went for it when you had the chance, he gave you so many opportunities. That didn't work out. Then I started talking to another guy at the end of last year, I had invited him to a get together. She was driving me, and told me he wasn't welcomed, to dis-invite him. I was shocked, and I started to see a different side, I didn't say anything. Well she started dating, and has been seen someone for a month now. another person asked how many relationships I had, I said one and this she told me he didn't actual count as a boyfriend, that he was never my boyfriend. that p***** me off so bad, she's my closest friends. and i know i'm not jealous of her, but makes me angry how she would be so opinionated and put me down in my relationships making me feel bad, and now that she's dating, she's better than me. I'm so angry, I haven't talked to her in three days. I"m afraid our friendship will desapear, but at same time, i don't trust her, i don't think i will ever tell her anything else about any guy that i'm seen or talking to. i wish her the best, and i kinda hope she meets the one soon, someone to marry so she can stop putting down any guy that i'm interested in. I release all the anger, pride, and negative energy, but i won't let her do this to me again.