Adult young male and cannot c**. I love still watching beautiful female nurses while they look at my genitals and especially during my erections that I have no control over. As my p**** gets larger I love to watch their eyes even though it's all in my head. Pretty strange confession but I imagine everything from them forcing and denying my e**********'s to laughing and humiliating my inability to e********. As my p**** bounces they sometimes chuckle or blush and I love it for some reason. I cannot even feel my genitals but I still love the fantasy of imagining them doing anything they want to me. Pretty weird confession eh? Any suggestions on how to deal with this??