I stopped meeting my mother

My father was a philanderer and my mother was hot as h*** in her mid 30's . I started to feel sexual attraction to her and adapted voyeurisms. After my parents split up I got depressed but eventually my libido started to act in weirder way. I left her to avoid myself in mirror after a quarrel with her for no reason. 6 years passed, I didn't call her, not even once. She is unaware of my whereabouts. Recently my girlfriend of 8 years broke up with me due to my jealousy towards her career and her freedom. It was my fault, she left me , but I still love her very much and now probably I am feeling what my mom felt for last 6 years, but I decided to remain lost for life.I am not going back. I've headed to h*** anyway when I injected endless pain in these two women.

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  • Contact a therapist and then contact your mother. The difference between reality and your desires is the sources of your suffering.

  • Blood is thicker than water. Go get your mum back into your life...You can thanks me later.

  • Make contact with your Mother, She needs you just like you need her. Time heals all wounds.

  • Well you have it all figured out. Good luck.

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