I am a closet bisexual
I am a 35 year old guy from Tennessee. I've never been married but I am in a relationship with a smoking hot 30 year old nurse for about 5 years now. We don't live together but practically do. She works long shifts and i work sometimes odd hours.
I am straight acting as it appears in public. I have recently (about a year or so ago) come to grips with the fact that I am bisexual. My whole life I "experimented" with s** with other men. I would get the urge and the opportunity to sleep with another man. I'd go through with it and afterwards would scare myself like I was doing something wrong.
About a year ago a single gay man moved into the condo next door to me. My gf was on vacation in Florida for a week. I had to back out at the last minute as another manager had emergency surgery and I had to fill in. Jenn took her other lover with her in my place. She has had a "side dude" for a couple years now. I'm totally cool with it. I've met him. He's very cool. He and she know it's not a serious relationship and just about s**.
Anyway, I had a couple days off. He was moving in alone. I asked if he needed help moving things. We hit it off very well. Late that afternoon we had finished moving his stuff. I asked if he wanted to come over and get something to eat with me since he probably didn't have any groceries yet.
We were eating and he came out and asked if I wanted to go out sometime. I said, "Well, I have a girlfriend." He said, "Oh, sorry. I thought you were gay." I said, "Hold up there. I didn't say no. Just wanted you to know that things can't be super serious." He said, "Oh cool. So how serious then?" I chuckled and said, "Well let's start with s**. See if that clicks. Then go from there." He chuckled back and said, "S** is good!"
That was very out of character for me. I normally would be the type to just say I have a gf then let him out of the condo and never talk again. Something had clicked in my brain. Steve and I had s** that night. No penetration. Kissing, touching and lots of oral. Swallowed my first load that night. Was tasty. Definitely wanted to do that again. We did basically the same thing every day that week. I shared my work schedule and we exchanged cell numbers. I texted him when I was off work and told him if he wanted to come over when I got home that I would love to have him over.
So the next week, Jenn got back from Florida. I asked how her vacation went and that I really had wanted to go. She asked what version I wanted: the pg version or the r version. I said, "The x rated version." She said, "You sure?" I said, "Absolutely." She said, "Dominic and I f***** like rabbits all week. Tried a*** once...ok 3 times. You were right. I do like it." I said, "I would have liked to see that." She said, "See Dominic f*** me in the ass?" I said, "Yep. Bet it was hot." She said, "We will see about that. So how was your week?" I said, "New neighbor moved in. We hung out and did guy stuff. No biggie." Didn't tell her how much d*** I sucked that week. The fact that Steve basically didn't leave my condo all week. The fact that I found out that I like having my ass eaten out or that I too enjoyed a*** s**. Most definitely didn't tell her that if she had come 30 minutes before she walked into my condo, she would have seen me laying on my back j********** my c*** while Steve f***** me.