I don't think I feel the same anymore.
Ive been with my bf for a year and three months, I used to be obsessed with him, we used to text all day and talk all night... well I guess the long and short of it is that I am afraid of him and I don't want to let him know how I really feel. How I really don't care if he's going to be late, in fact, it's better if he is. How I really don't care if he says goodnight or not. How I don't give a damn about his stupid insignificant life. Truth be told... I secretly hope he feels the same way... that way we can both take a deep breath and exhale the words that we know we both feel........ I hate you.