I want to meet a great guy so badly. I met a guy that treats me like s*** on a stick. I've never felt so ugly and unwanted in my life. I wish he would die and it scares me that I could want that for someone. I want him out of my life forever. I dont ever want to see him or talk to him again. I don't deserve the way that he treats me. I want him to eat s***! I want him to get food poisining. I want him to fail his classes. I want him to fall in love with someone and get completely s****** on. F***** b******!