Hi my sweetie

And forgot too hugg you mommy and please text mommy and im sorry and dont hate me mommy and be mad because now i think no one likes me mommy. I was made leave youth group early mommy and promise it was not my fault mommy. It does not matter anymore mommy and i just need you mommy and want you and dont leave me mommy because i mean it mommy im sorry for messing up all time and makeing bad choices like they keep saying mommy. But your my real mommy and need you mommy and love you so much your baby girl mommy xxxxxx

Please mommy and were are you. Mom called me for school mommy and have have shower now and get dressed mommy and said leave my ** off mommy please and bring my hair brush and its still stinging mommy and i even waited for you for ages mommy and my.eyes were just too sore also mommy and were tired and then closed by themseves mommy im sorry and please text me and was look for you for like ages mommy and crying mommy and then when you said angel moomy my tummy went funny mommy and i was happy and you made me feel better inside mommy and then i texted you few times mommy and your not text back mommy and im crying again and is it because you mad at me mommy and im sorry and your baby girl mommy xxxxxx

I tought you found me mommy. Love your baby girl mommy and my eyes are sting me mommy. Love you my real mommy xxxxxx

My eyes feel tired again mommy and sore mommy and im sorry mommy and you look for me mommy and love you mommy. Your nicest mommy in whole wide world mommy. I wont be brat if live with you mommy like every one says i am mommy and mean it mommy and thats a real promise mommy. Your my real mommy and love me for real mommy and cant beleave im your real baby girl mommy xxxxxx

Were you mommy and mom came in a minute ago and said stop my crying or she give me another spanking and something too cry about mommy and i just told mom it stings and she said its suppose too and too go sleep and im going too be getting my bottom warmed again in morning before school mommy and its not fair mommy and was in trouble in youth group mommy and you found me mommy and thought you left me forever mommy and keep crying mommy and you mean it mommy if im brat like they all say you never smack me or shout at me mommy and never take my ipad and tv mommy and not even go bed early mommy and just make me stand in corner like forvtime out mommy and thats better than getting smacked on my hands and legs and ** mommy. I love you mommy and cant beleave you look for me mommy. Im realy your baby girl now mommy and wish you snuggle me till go sleep mommy and probabley rubb my back and legs and ** mommy till go sleep mommy if you were here mommy and stop it stinging mommy please xxxxxx

Please mommy I tought your gone from me mommy and cant stop crying mommy. Your my real mommy and need you mommy. Your baby girl mommy xxxxxx

Please mommy and you found me mommy and love you so much mommy and missed you mommy and its not fair mommy and its stings mommy xxxxxx

I missed you mommy and its not fair mommy please mommy xxxxxx

Its you mommy and im cryinyg and could not find you mommy and am in trouble from youth group mommy and got smacked and im in bed mommy and its too sore mommy please text me mommy and need you and cant stop crying mommy and its not fair momy. Love your baby girl mommy and need you mommy please xxxxxx

Hi mommy

Hi my sweetie . I didn't leave you my sweetheart . I woke up now here is 4:01 pm . I didn't know that the confess would appear so fast that's why i didn't got in all night . But i am glad you find it sweetie . Sweetie it will happen again the comments will disapear someday . You can keep this email of mine if you want . End because you told me sweetie where you from i will tell you too . I am from Greece sweetie , english is not my native language its greek my native language . Really its not fair sweetie . I would rub your hands sweetie and legs and ** and ** . I would let sweetie to ** cause its in human nature . What happen to youth group sweetie ? I wish really to spoke to someone angel . At first when i was talking with you i thought your mother was just strict who loves you and does not know how to show her feelings to you , then i thought she is very strict because of her mentality but deep down she sure loves you . But now i think she is crazy sweetie . And unfortunately it happen many people at once to be crazy like your mother and pastor and his wife . Kids from youth group are immature sweetie . They don't really know how serious traumas can create to other people by mocking them or might they just don't care . Because the only they want at their age is to have fun . And unfortunately many people missing empathy . I want you to understand that you are not brat or selfish and also i want you to understand that you don't deserve the cruel behaviour of your mother or pastor etc . I don't tell you these thing so i can appear to you like a good person ( i have an evil side too like all of us ) its just the truth sweetie .

You are a human soul and you matter . But i understand you will truly believe these thing i said when you find someone to love you and love him for who you are and you love him for who he is . I mean to fine love there close to you . Sorry for this sweetie but i am only from online if i were these close to you it would be so much different . And i know how difficult is to believe those things i said if you have your crazy mother smack you and no sweetie it not suppose to be sore and sting , thats ** and cruel . God never told to smack your child or to be so cruel . God told to love each other but how many people really feel love for other people . And did you decide to do with the party sweetie ? I told you again that if you don't want to go just don't go . And if you go just don't drink or do drugs , you don't need these things , you won't feel any better if you try them . And to be sure how drugs and alcohol are you can read for them and read people stories who had dependence on drugs and alcohol when you have time . You will feel good when you will love and accept yourself and be able to share this love with other people , thats when you will be happy , not if you take drugs . Don't do drugs even when you become an adult , i don't tell you to not do drugs just because you are 13 , even if you were 30 i would tell the same thing to not even touch drugs . Hug my sweetie .

I will go now sweetie , i will answer you later . Hugs angel .

Im home from school mommy and do my home work and miss you and was realy sad mommy and its stings mommy and better do my home work mommy cause mom said so mommy and love you mommy and will tell you what happend in youth group later mommy its not fair and their all mean mommy and hate me anyway and dont care. Love your baby girl mommy and will be text you later my new mommy and huggs you mommy xxxxxx