unsure.

I say i'm over my ex,
I say he means nothing to me,
I say all this but i've notice some things.
when I see him i can't help but look,
when I see other girls talking to him,
I can't help but wish we could talk like that again.
i want to be a friend, but nothing more
there's one problem though.
he won't even talk to me.
I think of calling him every night, but am too scared.

does this mean I still have feelings for him?
because I really don't know.
I say i don't, but do i?