Confused.

It's harder than you think.

Then stop playing around like that. The more tempting you make it the more likely you'll fall for it. Just stop so the situation doesn't escalate. Please don't make a stupid impulsive decision that you'll regret later.

The most 'sexual' thing we've done is act like we're making out and talking in a 'gay accent'.

Sometimes I think we really do have feelings for each other. But its scary when he's still in Catholic school, where I used to go.

Do you guys jokingly "act gay" with each other or do sexual things? He may have feelings for you too, especially if it's sexual.

Either way, it's no big deal :)