Im so glad this year is finally coming to an end. It started out okay but it quickly went downhill and it is only starting to get better now. I have learned a lot from all the f****** stupid things I have done, and I think Im more mature now too. I guess this year was just for growing up. Im completely different from how I used to be at the beginning of the year. I care about school, I don't do drugs, I don't party constantly, I don't get in trouble, I even clean now haha. All the things about this year that I can remember are the bad things that happened to me. I was too drunk or baked so remember all the good s***. I really hope I can continue to improve myself. I don't want to be one of those f*** up kids that everyone knows. I want to make myself proud.