November 1st, 2018
That is the date I've been contemplating my suicide. My daughter's birthday is on the 31st. I'd hate for her to have to remember that after her day... but I also don't want to miss it. I've had to live without my Mother for 7 years, now. I wouldn't want her to go through the same thing, but I hate the way my life is. I hate the turn its taken... definitely for the WORST. I've been heavily thinking about doing this, way more often than usual as of late. Sleeping pills & wine would be my way to go.