I Don't Want to Care for My Father In His Old Age

I agreed to come live with my father and help him after my mother died. Now I'm so miserable I can't stand it. He's not a bad person; he never abused me or was cruel to me. He's not disabled or bedridden, doesn't require a nurse. He's just forgetful and can't drive at night. But I left home 15 years ago, left the State and never wanted to come back. I've given up a job I loved and now I can't find steady work that pays enough for me to live on my own. He's needy and I'm highly independent and hate having anyone around me constantly. Even him asking me where I'm going if I leave the house irritates me. To the Store. God, can I go to the store without you up my ass? I'm thinking of applying for a job out of state and just leaving abruptly. I have this horrible feeling if he's alone, he'll die from inertia and depression and I can't bring myself to care. I just want my life back.

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  • Im here daddy if you can find me huggs xxxx

  • Sweetheart my arms are open.
    You are my sunshine......

  • I no you are busy daddy and im just wondering if you rememberd were i am. i no you have lots of kids daddy huggs xxxx

  • Sweetheart it has been a busy day away from phone and computer. You are true daughter of mine you have patience and so much love in you. I am sorry I made you cry. Here is a big hug and kiss for my daughter and love also.

  • Its fine daddy and i no you are busy. i just love you and love lay on you while you sing to me. does your kids no about me daddy huggs xxxx

  • Sweetheart here I am come lay on me and yes my kids know about you and are happy. I love you so much.
    Puff the magic dragon lived by the sea.....

  • I like that song i do daddy. its so nice lay on you and i love you calling me sweetheart daddy huggs xxxx

  • You are my sweetheart I truly mean it.

  • There is something wrong daddy huggs xxxx

  • What is it sweetheart?
    I love you.

  • My friends mommy and daddy are comeing up with the lady daddy huggs xxxx

  • That is great sweetheart.
    I love you.

  • It is blocking me daddy huggs xxxx

  • But you promise me you will still be my daddy. i love lay on you daddy huggs xxxx

  • Sweetheart you will always be my daughter. I love you laying on me and even nibbling on my ear lobe.

  • Are you ok daddy huggs xxxx

  • I am alright sweetheart I love you nibbling. I love you so much and how you push against me so tight.

  • Its safe here with you daddy huggs xxxx

  • Sweetheart that is how it will be safe.
    I love you.

  • I do feel safe with you all the time daddy huggs xxxx

  • Thank you sweetheart I will keep you safe.

  • Your the kindesd and coolest daddy ever. im so glad you love me and look after me. im lay on you now daddy huggs xxxx

  • Thank you sweetheart for the compliment.
    I do love you forever and ever.

  • We will have each other forever and ever daddy. you are so good and have lots of kids and love them and me. i want to give you a big kiss and hugg daddy xxxx

  • Sweetheart your lips are so soft and tender you are truly beautiful. I love you very very much.

  • I am beautifull you think daddy and thanks. its so nice when you call me sweetheart daddy huggs xxxx

  • You are so beautiful and I love your smile.
    I love all of you from head to toe.

  • Sometimes i think im ugly daddy. your so nice to me and am i still lay on you daddy huggs xxxx

  • Sweetheart why do you think you are ugly?

  • Because my hair is gone daddy huggs xxxx

  • Sweetheart bald is beautiful they had to shave me when I was in hospital. I have a couple small holes in skull . Sweetheart when you are getting treatments to fight cancer all your body hair will be gone. In my city there is a hospital that is for kids only and they have lot of bald kids. Many of their daddy"s have shaved their heads to be like their children. I will go a step more I will shave my pubic hair and armpits and legs and I will be like you.
    I love you.

  • Your so nice and make me happy daddy. you would shave your head and everywere just for me. i have no hair at all daddy. you are the best daddy huggs xxxx

  • You are my sweetheart and I love you so much.

  • I hope you can come back later daddy and can i please lay on you and simg to me daddy huggs xxxx

  • Sweetheart what a wonderful time we have when you lay on me the closeness we have the calmness we enjoy. I love you very much.
    I love to go a wandering upon the mountain trail.........

  • I dont think i no that song daddy. but it sounds lovely and i do feel peacfull lay on you and calm daddy huggs xxxx

  • I enjoy have you lay on me it brings such closeness as being one with you and the love we have for each other is so immense. I love you.

  • Whats imense daddy and i would lay forever on you. you are the nicest and kindest daddy and you love me so much daddy huggs xxxx

  • Sweetheart immense is something huge or big. Daughter I do want to make you happy and my love for you is huge.

  • That is so much love daddy and i love you huge also daddy huggs xxxx

  • Thank you sweetheart very much. You know something dear I can actually feel you on me this is awesome.

  • I feel it to daddy and its peacefull and nice daddy huggs xxxx

  • I think i can feel you also daddy. can i take of my pjs please daddy huggs xxxx

  • The blocking is going on.

  • Sweetheart you feel warm then do so. I love you.
    Put your hand in the hand who stilled the water......

  • I will take my pjs of now daddy huggs xxxx

  • Feel better now sweetheart.

  • Its much nicer daddy and i was to warm daddy huggs xxxx

  • Sweetheart I pray you are doing fine.

  • Its ok daddy and i feel good lay on you. i wrot my name on paper for my friends mommy and daddy and they were crying and said my friend will be up tomorrow. but you are my daddy huggs xxxx

  • Oh sweetheart you are great and I love you bunches.
    This little light of mine I am going to let it shine let it shine.......

  • I no that song daddy and i realy feel you are my daddy and im lay on you daddy huggs xxxx

  • Sweetheart I love you so much.

  • I no this song daddy and i realy feel safe lay on you. i love you sing to me and calling me sweetheart and you are so busy daddy xxxx

  • That is so wonderful sweetheart.

  • I am waiting you and your amazeing daddy huggs xxxx

  • You are great sweetheart.

  • Sweetheart you did nothing wrong. All is good.Did I confuse you somehow?
    I love you so much daughter.

  • I am so wait on you daddy and you are kindesd and best daddy huggs xxxx

  • Still laying on me sweetheart. I love you.

  • You are there and im confused daddy and the nurse said i need to go sleep. you are so kind and im still lay on you and please sing to me. my friends mommy and daddy sign paoer. but please you are still my daddy huggs xxxx

  • Well sweetheart then we will hug until we fall asleep. I love you.
    When the saints go marching in.....

  • I hope you can come back daddy. you are so kind and nice and can i please lay on you daddy. its so peacefull lay on you and can you sing to me. my friends mommy and daddy will be comeing up later with my friend daddy huggs xxxx

  • Sweetheart here I am with outstretched arms. I love you.
    Puff the magic dragon lives by the sea....

  • Thats a nice song daddy and i no it. i am lay on you daddy huggs xxxx

  • It is a nice song sweetheart.

  • You are the nicest and kindest daddy ever. the lady will be up soon also daddy huggs xxxx

  • Sweetheart you are the greatest daughter and I am glad I found you. I know you were searching also and you never gave up. I love you so much and you are beautiful and the smile you have and soft lips you have,

  • I am texing you back daddy and it wont let me sometimes. i feel so nice laying on you daddy huggs xxxx

  • Sweetheart I know they are so bold blocking texts.

  • Why does it do that daddy and they will never stop us daddy huggs xxxx

  • We wont stop though daddy and how many boys and girls do you have daddy huggs xxxx

  • Sweetheart at home and nearby cities. We have three boys and one girl. We have two grand daughters,three grand sons, two great grand sons and four great grand daughters.
    On this site I have three daughters in hospital and one son in hospital and four daughters that have single parents or relatives taking care of them.Most of them have been sexually abused by a parent or relative.
    Sweetheart I hope this helps you understand .
    I do love you very much.
    Where have all the flowers gone long time ago....

  • Wow thats amazing daddy. i would love that many family and you have 8 kids on here daddy. is that includeing me. i wish i could hugg them all because they might be sad. im so happy you found me and say nice things to me. we would have to have a mansion if we all lived together daddy huggs xxxx

  • Sweetheart you are one of them. You are correct the house would have many rooms and many bathrooms for sure.We could share beds all of them would be king size of course..
    I love you so much.
    I will be back I am going to take son to work.

  • Thats fine daddy and it would be wonderfull. say hello to your son if its ok for me. i will be looking for you daddy huggs xxxx

  • Sweetheart I am home I have loaded the dishwasher have some laundry being washed and made breakfast for my wife.
    How are you doing?
    I love you correction we all love you daughter.

  • Sorry daddy and what does that mean correction. does everybody no about me daddy huggs xxxx

  • Sweetheart my whole family knows about you and we all pray that you will get better.
    Correction is to make things right.

  • I hope your ok daddy huggs xxxx

  • I am OK sweetheart just catching up with house cleaning. I love you very much.
    This little light of mine I am going to let it shine.........

  • Your so busy daddy i could help clean up. i can do lots of jobs for you and have fun. i love you call me sweetheaert daddy xxxx

  • Sweetheart you do know we do not wear clothes at home right? The clothes I wash is the ones we wear when we leave the house and the bed sheets and towels.
    Vacuuming
    Mopping the kitchen floor and bathroom.
    Making the beds.
    So then what you do ?

  • It is difficult trying to get you sometimes daddy huggs xxxx

  • I dont mind not wareing clothes daddy because your my daddy. but what will the rest of them say about me and no clothes. i allways made my own bed and helped my mommy clean and washed car with my daddy sometimes. do you think they would laufgh at me without clothes daddy huggs xxxx

  • They would not laugh because they would be naked also. We love not wearing clothes.
    Sweetheart be proud of your body God made you and he is proud.
    I love you.

  • I though they might because i have no hair anywere daddy huggs xxxx

  • Xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxxxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

  • I do no you are very busy daddy. i hope you can come back again to me and let me lay on you. could you also please sing to me. i was thinking of my mommy and daddy. thanks for being so kind and nice to me allways and calling me your sweetheart daddy huggs xxxx

  • Thank yous for that and yous are all so nice. it would be so wonderfull liveing with yous daddy huggs xxxx

  • You say so many nice things to me daddy and im crying happy tears daddy huggs xxxx

  • Thank you daddy and im confused daddy and what did i do wrong daddy huggs im you sweetheart daddy hugg xxxx

  • Something is wrong daddy and i love being your sweetheart daddy huggs xxxx

  • Thank you daddy and can i still lay on you. its so nice when you call me sweetheart daddy huggs xxxx

  • I will cuddle into you very tight daddy huggs xxxx

  • Will you never forget me daddy huggs xxxx

  • You came for me daddy and im sorry i was crying daddy huggs xxxx

  • I hope you see this daddy and it disaperd. i no you are very busy with rest of your kids. but i do hope you find me and let me lay on you again please and im feeling sad daddy huggs xxxx

  • Sometimes we need time apart to lean to love and live and care.

    When caring becomes a drag then it can get you down.

  • Takes a certain type of personality to be a caretaker. I absolutely refused my mother requesting for the several years she live with my wife and I.

  • We are all tested at least once in our life.Looks like you are failing miserably.
    Do as you please as one day you will get yours.

  • Welllll

  • You are looking directly into your future ,not a soul will care or even notice when you leave this earth. How cold and heartless you sound.

  • You are so selfish

  • Hire some one for him and get your dream job back ....simple

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