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I Don't Want to Care for My Father In His Old Age
I agreed to come live with my father and help him after my mother died. Now I'm so miserable I can't stand it. He's not a bad person; he never abused me or was cruel to me. He's not disabled or bedridden, doesn't require a nurse. He's just forgetful and can't drive at night. But I left home 15 years ago, left the State and never wanted to come back. I've given up a job I loved and now I can't find steady work that pays enough for me to live on my own. He's needy and I'm highly independent and hate having anyone around me constantly. Even him asking me where I'm going if I leave the house irritates me. To the Store. God, can I go to the store without you up my **? I'm thinking of applying for a job out of state and just leaving abruptly. I have this horrible feeling if he's alone, he'll die from inertia and depression and I can't bring myself to care. I just want my life back.
Im here daddy if you can find me huggs xxxx
I hope you see this daddy and it disaperd. i no you are very busy with rest of your kids. but i do hope you find me and let me lay on you again please and im feeling sad daddy huggs xxxx
Sometimes we need time apart to lean to love and live and care.
When caring becomes a drag then it can get you down.
Takes a certain type of personality to be a caretaker. I absolutely refused my mother requesting for the several years she live with my wife and I.
Welllll
You are looking directly into your future ,not a soul will care or even notice when you leave this earth. How cold and heartless you sound.
You are so selfish
Hire some one for him and get your dream job back ....simple