Son & me. Long snowy Holiday **
Last Wednesday, my 24 year old son Glenn (he's a Harvard Graduate at 20 years old and a lawyer. So proud of him) and I spent our first Thanksgiving holiday alone.
I'm 43, a little chubby 140 pounds and 5 feet tall, black hair, green eyes and I'm told I have a pretty face. Glenn is 6'2" and all muscle. And green eyes like me and so so so handsome. I melt when looks at me. We have always been super close, and since he was 17, I have been IN LOVE WITH HIM, but I fought my desire for him so he could find a nice girl. He dated a lot but nothing seem to last for him. He would say they are not what he wants.
On Wednesday night we had too many drinks, in front of the fire place on a big soft comforter. I was only in my robe, (did I do that on purpose?) and Glenn was only in boxers.
It got really quite between us. The he said Mom, I love with you. I said I know you love me Sweetie.
He touch my cheek and said, No Mom I'm In Love with you. I only want you, no other woman can make me happy. God knows I've tried.
I said. Sweetie, no we can't. Then he suddenly kissed me, and we were on the floor. I tried to resist, I said No No, but he kept kissing me and I slowly returned his kisses and then I felt his hand under my robe and in my **.
The moment his ** slid in me, I surrendered and kissed back hard. We made love passionate love several times that night. Glenn is a ** machine, he lasts a long time and recovers after ** fast about 15 minutes. His ** is perfect for me 7 inches and a good thickness.
Thanksgiving day, we just continued having **, and have done so all weekend. This morning, he stayed home due to the snow storm. He's asleep now, we just had hour long passionate love making. Before we made love on Wednesday, I had NEVER ** during **. EVER. But I have with him EVERY TIME. They are mind blowing made you insane **.
I admit to him, I have been in love with him since her was 17. We talked about what to do going forward, we will sell the house and his Condo and buy a place together away from here so we can live as a couple quietly.
Glen also has wants a child with me for years. He was tempted to ask me to be a surrogate her him and have me impregnated with his sperm. I'm only 43, but so scared about getting pregnant. He said he really wants to get me pregnant which may have already happened this long weekend.
I didn't tell him I'm not on the pill. Which was foolish, as I'm ovulating and I let him ** in my at least two dozen times in 6 days. I'm scared about pregnancy, by my son. I know it wrong, but if I am, we will be bound by love and a child forever.
I love him so much. Why did I wait so long do give into my feeling.
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