So, I just had a Christmas party at my parent's house.(I'm F btw) and my cousins were there. One of them is a guy that is one year older than me. He gives off a weird kinda vibe and says a lot of s** jokes and such. He wrestles and has tackled me multiple times and choked me (Weird because I have a choking kink). His legs would wrap around me and it would be super weird. I'll feel him tap my butt or do something perverted, and I possibly may provoke him sometimes to do that. Now I can't stop fantasizing??? Ahhh?