When I was a kid, my family lived in a condo complex - a dozen families and I was the youngest kid by five yeas. I wanted to fit in so much that I'd do anything to hang out with the Big Kids. So i had a LOT of gay s** before I even got to junior high. As i got older, I got more interested in girls and left most of the gay s** thing behind.
I say "most" because I never got over my desire for a*** s**. I get my greatest sexual thrills being screwed in the ass. I do not find men attractive, I do not get hot when engaged in anything sexual with another male - but I crave being ass-f*****.
I ruined a couple of great relationships in college by letting girls find out about my fetish. I had a good thing with one girl for a while but she insisted that I should go into S&M too, so that fizzled out. I met a wonderful lady and married her, but never told her. Now I'm married to a very Christian lady who doesn't even like hearing the word "a***".
I bought my wife a strap-on d**** two years ago but never gave it to her. I wonder if I should. We've been married five years, right? I should be able to tell her this.