I'm destroying myself.

I'm doing everything I can to ensure she has a happy, easy life, and I try to do nothing to complicate that. We're also best friends. She's said i'm a better friend to her than her boyfriend is. But I can't tell her I love her. I just want her to be happy. I don't want to face rejection. I dont want to be driven away. I dont want her to lose me. I dont want to lose her.

So i've opted to lose myself, instead.

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  • Does she have any idea about your feelings?Do you know for a fact that she only sees you as her best friend?Do you know for a fact that hearing that you love her,that hearing all these things you confess here, won't make her happy?Do you know how she really feels about you and about her boyfriend?Are you a part of her happiness?My point is you should talk to her,be as open and as honest as you can,hard as it may be..I know how terrifying rejection is,but what I've learned over the years is that rejection is easier to live with,than all the regrets over the things remained unsaid,over all the roads not taken..Just find a way to tell her.I am a girl,and I know that when a girl tells you that you are a better friend than their boyfriend,chances are there is something missing in that relationship.If you cannot do that,maybe you should try to distance yourself from her..Either way,I hope you make the right choice for both of you..Anyway,sorry for the long,uncalled-for advice..Take care

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