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I am a Submissive Sissy **
When I was 15 yo my friend and I were in a sauna and we decided that we would give each other blow jobs. I went first and sucked his rock hard ** and he came in my mouth.
Afterwards he backed out and that made me feel embarrassed and used and humiliated. It didn't take long to realized that the feelings I was having was way more exciting than an **.
From that time on I knew I was not only a ** but that I would be a submissive servant to other men. There is nothing better than the feeling of a guy using me solely for his pleasures and then planting his seed inside of me and making me feel humiliated and owned. I can't even begin to say how many ** I've had inside of me or how many loads of ** I have swallowed.
I never get hard anymore unless I have a guys ** in my ** or in my mouth and when I do get hard it doesn't matter because I have never had another guy reciprocate nor would I want him to.
Now days I wear ** and bras and I often wear nylons and frilly sissy colored shorts and leggings and thin blouses and Capri's so my sissy lace ** and bra can be seen through them when I am out in public. I always have my toes painted and wear flip flops, fem sandals and sissy open toed shoes and I wear toe rings and gay sissy anklets and such when in public too. At times I have dressed totally as a woman wearing make up and with my fingernails done and carrying a purse and all out in public.
Just before writing this I replied to three different postings from guys looking to have their ** sucked tonight. With a little luck It won't be long until some dominant "care less about me" guy is using me and humiliating me and shooting his ** down my throat! With even better luck I could end up sucking all three of their ** at some point tonight!
At times I do think of surrendering myself to just one person. It would have to be the right person though, someone that would take complete control of me and be a total strict, demanding and disciplining dominant.
For that right person though, if he were to claim me as his then to prove to him his ownership of me I would consent for him to have me castrated. I would expect there to be witnesses and celebration and for it to be a ritualistic event. I can't even imagine the humiliation I would feel with others knowing.
I do know for right now that the only thing I wish for is to serve as a good sissy for needy man.
kerry
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