Slept with ex bestie then ghosted him and drink to cope

I slept with my best friend before I ghosted him because I couldn’t handle him being sick and sad. I do this a lot when things get too tough and I drop ‘‘em or hide under a rock. I’m an alcoholic though so I’m usually in the bottle when I can’t handle things. 30 day chip here, another there and I implode and have to start over.. I miss him and often hate myself but i lie away to everyone else. It’s unfortunately what I do best.

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