This Sounds Crazy

I got married on October 2021.
She's petite with small **.
But a few months later, I had ** with another woman I got to know online.
And this woman was a plus size with big **.
So I manage NOT to tell anyone, not even my closest friend.

Now I wanna do it again.

Should I ** another normal woman again?
Or should I just go to the brothel and ** a **?

It gives me the thrill knowing that I'm cheating on her. I get ** much more knowing that I'm ** another woman.