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Happily married for 16 years and I thought I ruined it.
I'm in my mid 30's and my husband is 12 years older than me. I have been happily married with the only man I ever dated. I've been with one person my whole life and yes I have been curious but I would never have the courage to go and try to cheat. The problem started when I started working at my current job. My boss is also the owner of the real estate company I work for. He made me feel like a sexual target from day one. I was hired as office help but almost immediately he hired someone else to do that and informed me I was going to be his personal assistant. Four months later after the company Christmas party at his amazing house I was helping him clean up and he went for it hard and fast. He pressed me up against the wall and started kissing me and went straight for my ** with his hand. I was instantly aroused and offered zero resistance. While he was on me at that moment of total abandon I whispered in his ear to never take no for an answer from me. I remember feeling so ** and safe and in love. The next day I realized I was definitely drugged because as it was happening I thought to myself it felt so good it was like I was high, because I was. I had no inhibitions yet I'm super shy and would never behave that way or say those things. I don't even cuss, ever. After the new year on the first day back he said lets go look at a house, we can have some alone time. Once we were in the car I told him we can't do that ever again. He said, "I think we can, actually I know we we can". He informed me his house has security cameras every where and they are the best money can buy. So he drove to the house and I told him I'll wait in the car. He showed the video to me on his phone. I was shaking and in shock. He said if he is alone in that house he will email it to my husband. He got out and started towards the house, I had to go. I pleaded with him as he ignored every thing I said and pulled off my pants and underwear. He just helped himself to me, there was no passion or foreplay, it was just like **. He wouldn't get off of me when he finished. He stayed on my for an hour repeatedly having his way. At one point I said you can't just ** me, and he laughed and said " are you going to run home and tell hubby the guy you cheated with wouldn't get off of you."? I was helpless and he knew it. He made it clear to me if I didn't do what I was told my life will ** a lot more. He started making me do the most disrespectful and humiliating acts regularly. He would photo me in the most degrading poses, I begged him not to, but he wouldn't back down. I was having severe anxiety and panic attacks for months, but now I believe he has totally broken me. I'm still married but I am totally his sexually, whether I want to or not, and that is so humbling for me. Now, I love him and obey him. He made me promise that I will never again have any type of intimacy with my husband, and I will keep that promise.
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