I decided one day you'd be the one to take my virginity. i know it's something you can't just decide, but you were so sweet, and you still are. I always pretend like I'm embarrassed so you can't see me blush. i wish i could get to know you better because i can't go up and ask to sleep with you, but i wish i could. i don't associate love with s**, which is why you'd be perfect for me, you're sweet, funny, and i don't love you.