lots of confessions.
i don't trust the people closest to me. i can never fall asleep, it drives me up the wall. i beat myself up over the slightest mistake. my parents hate me, literally. i hate myself, i can't even look in the mirror without crying. i question everybody's motives, and think they all have something to do with planning a conspiracy against me. i cut myself all the time, burn myself, bruise myself, i even starve myself sometimes. i shout profanities at myself when i do look in the mirror until i cry. i wish i could tell this to somebody instead of posting it on here.